justme96

Michelle

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rock goodbye baby by justme96, literature

Broken Clouds by justme96, literature

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Broken Clouds

I look I see But you don’t know How I feel And where I go Inside my head The rivers of mind A piece inside Where you can’t hide Just me alone No one there Just thought and notion Of what I wear On my skin and in my eyes A look I breathe And fantasize About a life Where I wont feel And then I go And it’s not real Just another head In the clouds Living life Without a clue As to what I will do When I'm alone Inside my thoughts My hearts path Disturbed with common Sense sadness Met with reprimands I will not Cry a tear If there is no reason For their to be No vengeance made Against the soul

See Through by justme96, literature

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See Through

I feel invisible Like ive never felt before I feel like a marble Fallen on the floor I wish I had a color So you would see me too I wish you'd understand That I will stay with you But thats unanswered hope And still you look right through Everything you see While I'm standing next to you And I just know That you will never see Any part of me Because I am see through... Because I am see through... I''m clear as glass A crystal you can buy Just to keep me hidden And wonder why I cry While tears stream down my face You look the other way Again I am alone Wonder why I stay? But thats unanswered hope And still you look

Bitter Pills by justme96, literature

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Bitter Pills

It's Bitter Pills Shoved down my throat Just a sickness With no antidote The way we live And how we feed On the small things Like pulling weeds Tear us apart And kill us inside Every Insercurity We wish to hide Is magnifide Under the glass Pulling our heart Back to the past Of every mistake And every regreat A pesticide Of people we've met This is the reason I stay a small seed And yet you grow to be Another dead weed

This I do...Believe by justme96, literature

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This I do...Believe

It was just a phone call Then a couple more Then it was hours Of me lying on the floor Not what u may think But with a phone stuck to my ear Knowing that my day will brighten If only I can hear Your voice each day that fills me up With love and hope and more If only I can explain This feeling I won't ignore It's a pounding of my heart With every single beat I can hear the way you sing to me And then my days complete Then sometimes you held my hand And I would reminisce How much I love your touch And each and every kiss Since I cant say it's often That I get to feel you near I keep all the moments Inside a bottle, clear.

My Heart of Crystal by justme96, literature

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My Heart of Crystal

Like crystal fallen on the floor With no one there to mend That is my heart with no where to extend When I hear about another girl And how she caught your eye Kills me with crystal shards And makes me wonder why... Why do you tell me? It only makes it worse Yes she is pretty But this is my curse To be burdened with worry To makes me wonder when Your gonna find a pretty girl And then it will begin The game that we will play The one to win your heart Fighting every minute So that we dont fall apart

Sweet and Useless by justme96, literature

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Sweet and Useless

Sweet and Useless By:Michelle Willard Act all sweet and innocent When you know its all a lie You hurt everyone around you No matter how you try To keep their heart from breaking And the clock from ticking on Wanting everything to stay The same...even when you're gone So you can disappear As though...never there Becoming nothing more Then a useless breath of air You want to be invisible. Not even leave a trace Not a single person left to Remember...the smile on your face. Because the only memory A person can have of you Is that kind of pain Only heartache can construe So this is why you leave? With not even a goodbye It

The Dreary by justme96, literature

A Night Living Inside of Me by justme96, literature

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A Night Living Inside of Me

Growing inside me is a night A night I thought was only one night But it stays with me Growing inside with every minute Week month It makes me sick To know that this one night Will stay with me foever Untill I kill the nights And stay awake forever Its like every dark room Haunting and forbbin Makes me turn around and wish i was hidden I wanna curl up Inside a corner And never come out for nine months Im just another statstic Yet again put into the mold Just like every other girl like me Make it go away Makes the nights cease Make this night go away A night I want to kill And never relive Just another night i thought l

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My 1st Kiss by justme96, literature

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My 1st Kiss

When you touch my lips with yours I can't describe these feelings I'm having I've never felt like this before What are you doing to me I can't control what I feel I love you And I think you know I was afraid to let it show This one kiss were you find bliss And were I find you I need you near It is very clear I'm alive when I'm with you When I see you my heart pounds I fear the whole world can hear But let them know I'm ready to show them how I feel In the end I'll be with you always

Your Gone by justme96, literature

Anger 96 by justme96, literature

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Anger 96

Why do you enjoy making me angry making me wait for you and worry about what will happen to you next why do i care so much is it because you a wonderful is it because i for no reason at all fell for you why do you make a promise you know you wont keep you say you care but do you really you say you will always be there...but there it goes another promise that i will hold onto and squeeze untill my fingers go numb another promise that i tell myself you will break but i hold onto it anyways. what have you done to me why am i like this its because of you and what you have turned me into. Into this thing that acepts whats in fro

i understand 96 by justme96, literature

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i understand 96

As the blood drains from my face and i turn pale. What was that you said? i ask You tell me your sorry and that you had no one else to talk to. You told her how i express myself and how i stop my tears. you think im mad.... i cant find the words, suddenly i have lost all ability to speak Everything is going to my mind all at once. i cant focus as i finally regain myself i tell you that im not mad, that i understand why you told her. its ok. it will all be ok....Even when im not so sure myself

Daddy by justme96, literature

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kinetic lust by darkenedserenity, literature

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kinetic lust

Honest drops of Tuesday night (what few there were) drained into electric puddles of coffee and midnight. Mournful whistles of molecules . (and coffee pots) alive, ready, waiting rang teasingly between the walls, dancing in their own kinetic waltz of lust and touch. All that humming in the thick warmth of 12 o'something was less than love but more than just the coffee. . (Black with one sugar. No milk. No exceptions.) He was only 1.2 feet away from her but in the barren wasteland of human wanting he was a canyon and five full city streets from touching her . Her polite laugh seemed to resound for centuri

Crystal Heart by StukaSaint, literature

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Crystal Heart

I'd let crystals cut out of my heart, into my veins Feel the pain trail throughout my whole body Just so you wouldn't have to shed a tear I'd bleed my happiness away until I was pale Just so you could prevail The razors could cut through my lips Scar my soul, but I'd be alright As long as it promised a better day for you As long as you smiled from then on Even though I'd be so far gone For a year now I've made these claims And have yet to have to live up to it I guess I'm doing something right... God knows I'm trying my best for you Because sometimes, it's all I can do You've become everything important to me All twisted into

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Artist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 20 years
www.Michellewillard.com
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Current Residence: san jose
Favourite genre of music: Rock....hmm..but i like other stuff too!
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Personal Quote: "Be happy for this moment...this moment is your life"-Omar Khayyam

Favourite Movies

i love all movies

Favourite Games

scene it...hehe i rule at scene it

Tools of the Trade

notebook and pen

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music, dance, writing, photography

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justme96

Sep 11, 2006

San Jose, CA

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Well my last journal was a return to deviantart which obviously did not work out seeing is how i never came on after. Since then I have moved to Northern California. I am with my boyfriend and attending school and working and what not.  I dont know how much i will be writing and i hope i will write again. But as any writer knows you have to feel a poem and not just write one. I have been meaning to write and have the beginning stanza's locked away in my head for me to write down hoping that i do not forget them.  I will write more and post on here when i can. I truley miss this site so much and the people i used to connect with on here. I

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justme96

Feb 27, 2006

i am back and this is what i have to say

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well hmm.. so i havent been on here in a while. my subscription has run out and i really havent had time to write any poetry or let alone had the inspiration too. i started writing poetry because i had no one to talk too. there was no one that understood what i had to say like my notebook could . it was my out let. And the more i am opened to my boyfriend. and the deeper in love i become. that outlet is no longer needed. while i still try to write here and there. i used poetry as more of something to heal my soul. and now that i am completly mended my muse is gone. I used to write what i felt. my extreme emotions and how they would rise and p

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justme96

Nov 29, 2005

I really dont get it.

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i dont feel. i mean i feel like i should be sad. or that i should be happy. but right now i feel numb. like all my feelings are staying just below the surface. well i hope i dont have a breakdown soon when they all seep up to me. :annoyed: but the only feeling i feel is annoyed. i feel that. its so strong. i could hear my name and get mad. well i hope it gets better. comment on my poem? that would be nice. ill definatly take the time to return the favor if u do. i dont have alot of time to comment. but i do try and comment on those who help me with my work. thank you ~Michelle :heart:

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Dhalea

Aug 23, 2008

Hey Michelle! I haven't talked to you in a long time. I'm not on ~thevampyress anymore. I have a new acct now. I hope you come look and comment! I'll be updating things often.

Hope you're happy and everything's well !